Stuffy nose is back, Out comes the olbas oil again. Unable to sleep much. Thinking things too much. The mind is keeping me in a state of turmoil. Perhaps i should not have ranted. It is so negative. I feel i want to take every thing back from that post. A guilt trip I sometimes blurt without thinking of the consequences. That is one of my failings.
Negativity, like bitterness, is not good for the karma. It can spread like a cancer. Positivism is difficult to achieve when what is happening in the world fills you with despair. Then there are the interpersonal entanglements which once affected by negative vibes also sours life. I am rambling on a bit but i am all over the place emotionally and not feeling in a good place. Like the good Doctor says "Am i a good man?"
In other news, Georgina's mother is dying and of course she is feeling sad about. They believe she might not see the weekend. She is well over ninety. I only heard yesterday when GC phoned me. Tends to put everything else into perspective.
I told her to give me a call if there is any developments and that , although never met her mum, feel her pain. Oh and talking of pain, that shoulder problem has gone now. Power to the gel.
Still on this computing course but nearing the end now. Had a week or so of frustration but once something sticks in your mind , after a period of incomprehension, it seems so much easier. Then you laugh and say of course it is obvious, silly me. I should be finishing around mid September.
Perhaps then i can concentrate on trying to write some fan fiction in my spare time. Obvious points of departure would be Who, Star Trek, Firefly (which was so rudely dumped by Fox) and maybe even Farscape.
The nights are drawing in and it is feeling a little bit colder in th evenings.I think i must be more of a summer person than a winter person. On the bus to Ashford the other day i hear a lady talk about her animals and some of her rabbits are already malting. She thinks they are getting ready for their winter coats which suggests, so she says, that we could have a harsh winter, The very thought of it chills me to the bone,
I haven't finished off all these four reports but they will get done later They do not take too long unlike some i had in the past. I have nothing planned now so will do the hoovering tomorrow , including the kuchen, and then the evening .. well perhaps that is another reason for the insomnia. As a Whovian you fellow Who fans know what i mean.
Negativity, like bitterness, is not good for the karma. It can spread like a cancer. Positivism is difficult to achieve when what is happening in the world fills you with despair. Then there are the interpersonal entanglements which once affected by negative vibes also sours life. I am rambling on a bit but i am all over the place emotionally and not feeling in a good place. Like the good Doctor says "Am i a good man?"
In other news, Georgina's mother is dying and of course she is feeling sad about. They believe she might not see the weekend. She is well over ninety. I only heard yesterday when GC phoned me. Tends to put everything else into perspective.
I told her to give me a call if there is any developments and that , although never met her mum, feel her pain. Oh and talking of pain, that shoulder problem has gone now. Power to the gel.
Still on this computing course but nearing the end now. Had a week or so of frustration but once something sticks in your mind , after a period of incomprehension, it seems so much easier. Then you laugh and say of course it is obvious, silly me. I should be finishing around mid September.
Perhaps then i can concentrate on trying to write some fan fiction in my spare time. Obvious points of departure would be Who, Star Trek, Firefly (which was so rudely dumped by Fox) and maybe even Farscape.
The nights are drawing in and it is feeling a little bit colder in th evenings.I think i must be more of a summer person than a winter person. On the bus to Ashford the other day i hear a lady talk about her animals and some of her rabbits are already malting. She thinks they are getting ready for their winter coats which suggests, so she says, that we could have a harsh winter, The very thought of it chills me to the bone,
I haven't finished off all these four reports but they will get done later They do not take too long unlike some i had in the past. I have nothing planned now so will do the hoovering tomorrow , including the kuchen, and then the evening .. well perhaps that is another reason for the insomnia. As a Whovian you fellow Who fans know what i mean.